Tag Team...Back again.

I must admit. I miss being on the road. I'm a little bit bored having been in SF for almost a month now (not counting all that holiday travel). We've been office bound, making what feels like endless phone calls. I don't think this job has helped with my Adult ADD. I'm just itching to get back out there, Squealy in hand, banners and all.

I cleaned out my car today, reorganized all the boxes, counted all the pens and filled up the water box. I'm ready to travel...with no travel plans for the next three weeks.

Sad.

I'm actually glad that I've been bitten with this recent revelation though. I've been dwelling in the past for awhile and really wondering if I'd made some right decisions.

Don't get me wrong. I do enjoy my job, I enjoy the city. I like my circumstances. Do I love them all the time? No. Is moving to a new city, meeting new people, learning the ropes of a challenging position a walk in the park all the time...Nope. Somedays I feel more alone then I ever have. Somedays I'm so excited to be waking up in one of America's favorite cities. Somedays I dread commuting. Somedays I can't wait to be waltzing down Market, a little reminiscent of Mary Tyler Moore's own city quest.

But I must say though, I miss last year a little more then I'd care to admit. More then I ever expected to.


But I think Edna said it best, "You can't look back darling. It only distracts from the now."

And I think she's right.